remembering toto...

dear unnie,

it was far worse than i thought.
after crying buckets and buckets of tears -

1. i shut my eyes tight and tried to think happy thoughts.
2. i tried to watch women's figure skating with as much enthusiasm as i could manage.
3. i downed some whiskey.

but it wasn't enough.

so the next best thing i could think of was to hang out in the kitchen. you know that cooking and cleaning are really the only ways i can distract myself from those vicious and heartbreaking days. so i made some feta arugula pizza for you and me. then i decided to bake mourning cookies for toto. within an hour our barely-nine-hundred-square-feet apartment was filled with the smell of fresh baked peanut butter cookies. i know toto would have liked it very much.

and suddenly i felt a little teeny bit better. i hope you did, too.

bye bye toto

you were the best thing that ever happened to me.
hope you're in a happier, sunnier side of the world.

R.I.P.♥
12.25.1993 - 2.20.2010

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the best day at work.
nom nom nom.

뿌우!

짱 귀엽지.

iso iso gaba gaba...maware

really what else is there to say.

dun dun dun...

so where will you go?

a commonplace existence.

dear sevonne,

i'm so glad i stole this book to read at the doctor's office. i didn't even know it was written by that guy in that band that i liked because it was cool to like them even though i didn't really get their stuff at the time.

it is nice to read something and relate to the person entirely even though you have almost nothing in common. and also to be depressed in a very pleasant way. i do that way too little these days...

xo
unnie

song via youtube -- Sister's Barbershop (언니네 이발관) - 가장 보통의 존재 (the most commonplace existence)

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